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ya Allah, i don't know y but i'm very lazy nowadays. too lazy, i've been putting off my assignment day by day. i know it's important for me to finish it ASAP but i juz refused to do so.. it's like i'll only be able to work fast when it's 2 / 1 day before the due date. duhhh, how to cure this? i won't be surprise if i get low mark.. =.=' please, someone help me..

i dun actually know the perfect to soothes people, becoz i' usually at lost on what to say, therefore,  i really hope that this can soothe you better... In al-Saheehayn it was reported from Ibn ‘Abbaas that the Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) used to say, when he felt distressed: “La ilaaha ill-Allaah al-‘Azeem ul-Haleem, Laa ilaaha ill-Allaah Rabb il-‘arsh il-‘azeem, Laa ilaaha ill-Allaah Rabb is-samawaati wa Rabb il-ard wa Rabb il-‘arsh il-kareem (there is no god except Allaah, the All-Mighty, the Forbearing; there is no god except Allaah, the Lord of the Mighty Throne; there is no god except Allaah, Lord of the heavens, Lord of the earth and Lord of the noble Throne).” sumber~

1st eid~ obviously we celebrated with grandeur. as usual, we apologized to parents, between us siblings and then started to visit the others~ this time we clebrated at Selangor and will return johor on the 3rd raya~ 2nd eid~  buat rumah trbuka, seronoklh dpt jumpe cuzin2 yg dh lme x jumpe~ sbb grandparents belah ayah dah xde, so we did it to make sure semua boleh turun n jmpe.. nice =) 3rd  & 4th eid  berada di pontian, johor beraya di kg sblh ibu  x smpat nk ambk gmbr coz melayan anak2 sedara yg nakal n lincah  serta melayan tetamu yg dtg.. tp de gmbr pnjt pokok.  xkn nk tgk kot?  haha~  5th eid rancang nk pulang ke rumah, tp melencong ke tmpt laen plak, haha, beraya kt umah sedara yg jauh2 belaka  klang -> ijok -> gedangsa (brmlm) 6th eid gedangasa -> kg. gajah, perak, -> sabak bernam -> umah  akhirnya, smpailh jgk umah.. ingtkn ayh nk trus prgi kelant...

ohhh, final day SBE.. alhamdulillah,  segala info yg dperlukan dpt dikumpul.. terima kasih pd ahli wrga MBS!! insyaAllah, if dpt pilih school for next SBE, sy nk mohon MBS coz seronok =) 

2nd last day, MBS start cuti rye lusa @ Jumaat, maka kami masih lg perlu hadir ke sekolah pd esok hari, never mind~ still, rasa jeles itu tetap ada, y? coz esok rakan2 len dh start cuti.. ada yg lpas sekolah trus balik, chehhhh~ hahaha~ xdelah, x heran sgt pun.. bkn x dpt balik pun,  cume lambat sehari je. hehe~ hari ni x de class untuk direlief, jd ambik peluang untuk siapkn folie SBE so hanya tinggal 3 perkara shj yg perlu disiapkan:  laporan aktivit yang difokus  laporan akhir  refleksi kne tunggu masuk klas for ELT bru leh buat.. which means esok ho,ok~  *dear mind, please remember cuti raya x brmakna kau cuti x buat keje~

you are back!!  *mood: excited n gonna terkam u  hahahaha~  missed u a bit *well, it's a lie

okay,  since yesterday was a big shock to us, today, i'm prepared XD brought my laptop,  and switched it on right after the assembly. oh yeah,  the students got duit raya from PTA *dang, i was jealous. wish i was a student here. didn't get any during my days finish my math @ numeral literacy assignment however at 10.54 am, literally bored. couldn't take it anymore, Ariza suggested to ask for any relief class. doesn't matter if they are having their examination, as long as we get to do something. met with Mdm Susie (GB), she requested from Mr. Che Sofi (GPK HEM) he got us a relief class (3B) okay, this one was the huge shock of today, cute boys but manner was something else, gritted my teeth n kept my quiet *dun want to be label as scary teacher luckily the teacher was there,   he was the one who scolded them.  heh~  well, what do you expect from all boys school *no pun intended still, it was fun~

okay,  first day SBE wasn't what i imagined in my mind.. y? becoz we got to know that the school is having their monthly test hailohhhh~  a challenge had presented himself~ luckily, the GB n the teachers are very - very nice *no kidding and we managed to arrange a class session for our observation hooyeahhhh~  dhlh tu, nyaris smpai lmbt, 5 min lg nk loceng bru kiteorg smpai.. fuhhhhh~ ni sume gara2 teksi yg x nk menunjukkan muka cheittt~ if tau, dh bwk keta dh tp x delh drive smpai skolah, juz smpai LRT cheras je. hehehe~  *cuak lg nk drive keta esp manual oh yes,  the students are soooo cuteeeee, so comel2 n cilik2. duhhhh.. if dpt, dh lme kne peluk2. ehem, not a pedophile tp nk menyatakan kegeraman je hahaha XD

insyaAllah, esok akn bermula SBE (school based experience) buat kali kedua.. kali ni bersama kumpulan baru n sekolah baru.. perasaan: bercampur - baur nk tau kenapa? coz dpt sek all boys~ SEK METHODIST (LELAKI) JLN HANG JEBAT wahaiiii, cm mnelh ye? kumpulan baru plak trdiri drpd sy, ariza, cynthia, zahin n christer hopefully esok x de pape halangan  n kami mampu menjalankan segala tugasan yg diberikan. aminnnn~

sumber~ you know, for me,  this is one of the most powerful sentences that people can say to me.. i feel like i can conquer any challenges in front of me~ n  i really, really, really treasure this sentence =)

bila baca blog org, baru terasa diri mcm bdk kecik, yg x reti nk matang, sedangkan umur dh meningkat naek. barulah nk muhasabah, "kenapa aku ni mengada2? kenapa aku ni x reti nak membesar? ke aku ni memg trbntut dr segala segi?" 1 word, P.E.L.I.K hmmm,  mebi sbb tu, org slalu tingglkn aku, sbb aku ni menyusahkn  yelah, dengan gelagat "bdk kecik" kononnya atau lebih tpt lg gelagat "gedik" puas dh pujuk hati @ perangai, tlglah matang, xkn smpai dh kawin, ada ank nk kekal perangai mcm ni.. hmmm, ntahlh.. persoalan yg xkn hbes..