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As a teacher, what I am scared of are:  1. pupils didn't understand what I taught them 2. pupils failed my subject 3. Accidents that ended up bloody  Well, folks today No.3 happened.  and it was on my week of duty  =______________________= kid (was inside the classroom) was trying to chase one of his friend,  friend (who was from outside of the classroom) retaliated by trying to close the window, kid slammed his hands on the window sh**  science happened,  kid cut his hands. and needed to be sent to the clinic.  and received 5 stitches.  de**  erm, pity kid and friend.  since I was on duty,  i rushed to the scene, thinking "m gonna nag all of you, you swore you'd behave"  but lo and behold, the sight of the kids holding his bloody hand.  luckily, a medical officer (he was probably sending off his kid) was there,  he took hold of the situation and i rushed to find t...

today, i got a notice from HEP (Office of Student's Affair) about my car's lacking of sticker. or rather the college's sticker.  ok, it's not like i don't want to get the sticker, i don't have one of the requirements. you see, my car is the second hand car and i haven't finished paying it yet. therefore, the car's original grant is with the bank and the car's grant copy is with the owner.  meaning i couldn't get the sticker. so, can you see the complications?  now, i have to pay rm30 becoz of the fine. and also request for the sticker without the grant as it's at johor. or i will walk. it's fine by me. so, i'll use the car for the use outside the college.  URGH!! why can't they just give it to use without the grant?  not all of us can buy the car. so we use 2nd hand one.  URGHHH!!! this won't even come close to what i am feeling right now

well, i know i haven't write in such a long time, trust me,  i have thousand things i wanna write about, it's juz that i am tooo lazy. hahaha~ fyi, i am doing my phase 2 practicum in a school at Setapak.  it had been 4 weeks, but like i said, wayyyy toooo lazyyyy to write,  so sorryyyy~ i wanna share about this one boy, he's 10 years old, which in Malaysian education system would meant year 4 @ grade 4, he is very cute but very cheeky tooo. ok, i think this "freaky occurrences" started during a raya celebration at this school, he asked me for selfies so many times, so, i accommodated him just to avoid from him bugging me,  but nowadays,  whenever he comes into the staffroom, he would do a detour to my table,  said "Miss ni cutelah" @ "Miss is cutelah",  then continue his way to the destination. and i was like "whateheck is the problem with this boy? =_=" then, when he saw my practicum partner, ...

is Tuesday, april 8th, 2014. 2nd day of the 2nd week of practicum week. at the moment, i am in the staffroom, relaxing for a while,  with a feeling that my throat is sore after trying to do a sketsa practice.  just got to know yesterday,  meaning only 2 days of practice.  lucky me,  got 4 bestari which is my own practicum class.  at 11. 50 till 12.50,  gotta move to 2 cemerlang,  for 1 h relief class.  hoping they would cooperate.  hmmm, what should i play?  maybe 'i spy'.  the reality set in yesterday, at how good my pupils of 4 bestari fooled the lecturer by behaving well.  had a very hard time controlling them,  making me raised my voice over few times =.='.  plus the sleepless night,  trying to create a cohesive and achievable lesson plan.  but yeah,  this is time to practice.  never mind, i'll fight as long as i can.  ohhh, now i...

alhamdulillah, just got home from KRS camp. KRS stands for Kadet Remaja Sekolah, maybe if i were to translate it into English, it would be "Teen School Cadet"? hahahahaha~ how funny is that~~ well, only 16 /37 of us went there. but 10 of us, including me, had to go there a day earlier. we had to go there on Friday, while the rest on Saturday. there goes another weekend. throughout the week leading to the camp, i had a very mixed feeling. 1. i was mad. really mad. i only got to know about this on monday n i had already promised ibu to go home. y? because my cousin is having his wedding ceremony. in malay culture, u need to go to any wedding you are invited, cause that is respect to other people. in return, they will come to yours. so, of course i am mad when i had already promised people, but i couldn't go because of this thing. but i had discussed with ibu, i will take a bus straight to johor after i finished the camp. which in the end i didn;t, because i...

sakittt~~ langsung x leh gerak. bahagian betis tu keras. n sakit dia tu bagaikan kaki tu dipulas sehabis pulas. last time kne mse prgi PICC tu.. kne mse tdo plak tu. memg menangis. everytime kne pun mst menangis cewek betul =.=' tp serius owhhhh,  memg sakit, Allah, brtahan T.T

hahaha~  yup,  today's topic is going to be about Romeo n Juliet ;) well,  today, around 45 - 52 of us (B.Ed Tesl 2) went to KLPAC to see this performance.  oh wow, it was really nice andddddd shocking~ y? it's a secret. sorry, people. it was too scandalous to be written here.  but,  i swear it was something interesting ;P  went there by car, juz me, shakir, pau2 n val.  supposedly, nanun came too but she had some family problem. overall, i gave 10 / 10 due to the scandalous scenes and the good interpretation of the play, but they might want to change the language.. i can't really understand some of it. anyway, it's nice. =)

Alhamdulillah, praise Allah, part 1 LGA 3103 @ Stories for Young Learners had finished. went to Sek. Keb. Sri Anggerik. the kids were very nice and quiet. so, i dun really encounter much problem. now,  all i have to do is reflection~ in sha Allah, will try to do it as soon as possible. so, let's focus with the rest:  List of Assignement to be hand in: 1. reflection writing 2. reflection camp 3. reflection stories 4. reflection KH 5. lesson plan ToG 6. SDP file

BIG for this sem requires all 179 of us to go to Sabak Bernam. the theme is to serve the people there. the original plan is to help plant the bakau trees during the Bakau Plantation Programme.  but since the haze is too thick, our head of BIG decided to let us go on a tour to the 5 different factory. my class got to go to the kerepek one. it was nice and we were able to buy kerepek to be brought back. unfortunately, camera is not allowed in the processing factory. so, i can't show any pictures here.  but it's ok.  i'll upload pictures during our stay there later.

so exhausting.  konvokesyen graduan IPG, starting from 26th - 29th June. ada 6 sidang. sidang pagi (1, 3, 5)  sidang ptg (2, 4, 6). each sidang is for different courses example:  usually, sidang 1 (pagi) untuk kos TESL n BM, while sidang 2 (ptg, hari yg sama) untuk PK, so, each sidang adalah memenatkan.. sy, ahli KRS, kne buat kwln luar. kawalan luar as in jaga pintu masuk, guide parents and graduan, panggil graduan untuk berbaris bfore msuk hall. ha,ni jadual kami:  jgn kata kerja kami senang n kami ada masa nak lepak. 6.30 am: bergerak ke PICC 7.00 am: smpai PICC, siapkn dewan n susun papan penanda bg graduan 7.20: mula panggil graduan. 7.30 am: pergerakan msuk graduan, ahli akademik, ahli senat 8.00 am: pntu dewan ditutup, mjlis bermula, kawalan pintu bermula  (make sure no parent/ graduan keluar sesuka hati) 12.30 pm: mjlis hbes, kwln pintu, lunch, solat. 1.20 pm: pggil graduan sidang ptg,  1.30: ...

today,  we conducted a workshop at SJK (C) Tai Thung. i won't lie and said it was a breeze. nope, ladies and gentleman. it wasn't a breeze and never will be. there are 60 of year 1 students, so, let see what we faced during the workshop. the challenges:  1. language barrier. their level of proficiency in english is low.  it is one thing to unable to use english or understand them,  it's another thing not to be able to use bm.  since my last resort to make them understand us (me n my group) is by using bm,  it just made it harder when they can't even use bm..  2. level of energy ya ampunnnn, they were very energetic.  they can't sit in one place.  really.  i felt like a shepherdess, at loss on how to control the sheeps =.=' . they would run away whenever there are chances.  they are literally all over the hall.  so, we had to chase them,  ask them to return to the group,...

alhamdulillah, our BIG is done~~~ XD it ran smoothly, well except we were late for 15 mins, juz because we didn't know the route. gahahaha~ so, of coz we had to call for back up @ our lecturer, mr. Mahadi~ so, when we arrived, we ate breakfast n started the ice-breaking. u know, i, personally, was at lost. becoz this is my first time of being a facilitator, so, i don't quite know how to proceed with my group. but alhamdulillah, they started to loosen up during the treasure hunt. it was fun seeing them trying very hard in breaking the secret code, preparing for the talent show and many more. they gave all of us their full cooperation =) well, except for one thing. one of my anak buah decided to sneak away during the practice of the talent show. ok, granted i was the one who gave them to go and buy a drink at the canteen.. but that was because we were running around for treasure hunt n i am sure they were exhausted. so, when i realized she had gone for too ...

alhamdulillah,  PBS dh selesai. while tgh PBS,  3 assignment dh siap dihantar:  SP part II TLS part III (reflection)  TRV part III (reflection) tinggal another 3 assignment:  KH SP part III  BCM  in sya Allah,  akn diusahakan untuk siap mse cuti ni. *really?? oh well, go me~~  in the meantime,  jom enjoy holiday!! weeeeee~~

hari ni interview cikgu KH, y? untuk assignment KH pulak. we got to ask psl struktur organisasi,  pengurusan bengkel, pengurusan stok, bahan dan alatan, mcm mne cikgu uruskan PnP.. all sorts of things. kne ambik pictures jgk.  ni sume akan diletak dlm file. hooo~  nsib baeklah ada fara n izzat.. kalau sorg, memg x trbuatlh. hehehe~  hari ni relief class tahun 5 untuk waktu muzik, nk bg students men rekoder,  akn mengganggu kelas laen, jd bg dieorg exercises word search. semangat buat keje coz dh jnji dpt hadiah. hehehe~ children are sooo cute =)

alhamdulilllah, selesai PBS hari ke 3. btw,hari ni x de relief tp izzat n fara ada. hewhewhew~ XD xdelah, teman izzat g relief kelas. tp since just 30 min n the students de keje rumah, kiteorg juz pantau je. n alhamdulillah jgk, coz SP part II dh siap dihantar. berkejar wei nk siapkn bende ni. pewww~ so, let do assignment KH n SP part III plak. gambatte~~~

jd guru gnti for year 6C. memg sporting dieorg ni. x takut nk btulkn cikgu lg. kantoi btol cikgu x reti eja  "hippopotamus" dieorg komen, "cikgu, salah tu cikgu eja."  so,  tgk balik board  n bru sdr memg dh slh eja. dangggg, memalukan diri sungguh. =.='  haha~ futhermore,  ade student komen le me n my partner muka serupa mcm adik - beradik. gahahaha~ x naklah jd adik - beradik, tu calon husband tu~ XD sila note prkataan bold tu~ *wink

gara - gara takut jalan raya sesak, serta sesat, maka le me n partner keluar awal dr kwsn rumah, kul 6 am. yup,jam 6.00 pagi. tau x kul bpe kami smpai sekolah PBS kami? kul 6.19 am. oh maiiii, awai betolll. so, kami g breakfast dulu. kul 7 bru gerak g sekolah n lapor diri. jumpa 5 org lg students IPG lapor diri n berPBS di sekolah yg sama. pusing 1 sekolah ambik gmbr, sekolah ni quaint~ seriusly quaint. tp jumlah pelajar dia. amboiiii, 2400 org.  patutlah kelas ada 12 =.=' disebabkn saiz sekolah ni kecik. ada 2 sesi: pagi n ptg. sesi pg for yr 1,5 n 6. sesi ptg plak for yr 2,3 n 4. oh ye, lupe nk bgtau nama sekolah~ *drumroll tadaaaa~~~ sek keb setiawangsa sekolah berprestasi tinggi~ cuak btol mse dpt tau sks ni sekolah sbt. yelah, karang rosak nme dept n ipg if slh ajar students. tp alhamdulillah, sume pun ok je~ so, let's see how it will be for the next 4 days =)

alhamdulillah, KOT dh selesai, maju dpt second place =) krs dpt 3rd =)  tp.... acara hurdle dpt no 4 =(  acara faveret.. xpelah.. next year,  aku akn cuba dptkn pingat emas!! acara 4x400m, alhamdulillah dpt emas weyh!! x sia-sia aku x pkai kasut kt tgh panas. senior sume tnye aku serius ke x nk pkai kasut.  aku ckp x nk.  kn betul, bila kaki sakit, makin laju aku lari. x pikir psl penat pun.  hahaha~ alright,  now let us start fokus pd PBS plak. in case of emergency, ambik keta,  now task trbaru :  *drumroll practice bwk keta ahahahaha~  kantoi x reti bwk keta. bkn x reti,  kurg mahir. auto senang.  ni manual tahu~~~ in sya Allah, akn diusahakn~ 

alhamdulillah, dh selesai... 4 / 7 done~ tggl di bawah ni plak:  KH = 2 / 4 TRV part I SP part I  Hub Etnik = tinggl forum TLS part I TRV II = microteaching 7/3 SP part II TLS part II = 11 /3 tp sedihlhhhh, coz x dpt do the best.. boleh plak tergagap- gagap.. pegang part PALING penting pulak tu!!! sorry teammates... T.T  sedih memg x terkata.. xpelah, jomlah kita fokus pd assignment laen plak. usaha!!!!!

yup, assignment again. kali ni giliran TLS @ teaching listening and speaking skills for young learners pula melabuhkn tirai, hahaha, berdrama plak. sooooo, 3 / 7 done~~ tggl di bawah ni plak:  KH  = 2 / 4 TRV part I SP part I  Hub Etnik = tinggl forum TLS part I TRV II = microteaching 7/3 SP part II kali ni, new addition to the family: TLS part II = 11 /3 so, marilah kita berusaha!! usaha dan terus usaha~~~ XD angin gila~