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Assalamualaikum,  it's already the third week of Ramadan, so everyone (more to mothers) is starting their preparations for the coming Eid, however, i am not so sure bout my family, usually by this time (3rd week), ibu would have finished shopping our clothes. by that,i mean at least 2 pairs for Eid 2/3. she claimed and to quote her, "it's much easier because i can concentrate on decorating the house. plus i usually buy 1 size bigger, in case you changed your size due to overeating during the iftar. (while narrowing her eyes at me and dad) " *insert rolling eyes here* however, this year, its like we are lagging behind? coz i cannot even say we have a complete set of Eid 1 and Eid 2 outfit.  ignoring the compulsary baju kurung and baju melayu, we usually have 2 blouses / tshirts / pants too.  so, it's kinda worrying. hence yesterday, i meticulously planned an outing with Mr.I which included an Eid shopping. i met him with high hopes th...

from our own class n batch!! wooooo~  bcoz this is the first one,  everyone decided to go. hahaha~ but in the end, few couldn't make it. but it's ok! coz we had fun!! though actually we knew about the marriage for 3 years,  the ceremony was only done today.  i guess they decided to wait till everything stabilized.  so, congratulations to both Syahmi and Syahirah. may Allah bless your marriage till jannah.  aminnnn~ hmmm, i wonder who next?  hahaha~~ btw, we started the journey at 8.40 am (i think) arrived at temerloh around 10. ++a.m, we went to visit Mohan for deepavali. my car arrived first, followed yus' and then shakir's.  mind you, there were 13 of us. haha~  but, mohan's mom cooked a very nice mee hoon n served tea n milk tea to us, so that's bfast for us. hahhaa~ so, thank you mohan n family for the bfast~ then around 12.00, we took some pictures n then started journey to majlis syahmi...

Alhamdulillah,  today's paper marked the end of the daunting semester 5!!  Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah. it's amazing when you started the year off with worries about practicum and what not,  but today,  you juz realized that you had survived everything Allah, life and campus had given to you.  oh wow,  this meant i only have another 3 semester left.  1 year and a half.  wow.. that's... amazing and also scary.. how time flies.  anyway,  right now, i want to enjoy the sleep that i am deprived of..  daa~~ =)

yes,  today is my 22nd birthday. i received lots of best wishes, presents, kisses, hugs n many more thank you for all of you who wished me. i am really grateful.  really, really grateful. i would like to say thank you, to my parents n siblings...  thank you for loving, smiling, crying, laughing and putting up with me...  Allah knows how much i love all of you.  i would like to say  thank you to mr. i, for taking care of me Allah knows how hard you had to put up with me~ thank you.. to my friends,  thank you for being there, being friends with me.  for your kindness, smiles, advises and everything.  may Allah bless everyone of you =)

hi all~ last friday was a holiday, so ayah decided to visit atok at Pontian. along the way, we stopped at ledang waterfall. hehe~  my other family members were so excited.  esp fawwaz when he knew we are going to the waterfall, he wore his swimming shorts n packed his own clothes. though ibu checked his packed clothes to make sure he didn't bring something torn or senteng.  we arrived there around 2.54ish. that's because ayah n the boys had to solat jumaat. fawwaz and amri were so excited when we reached the waterfall, they left us (ibu, ayah, fizi, nani n me) behind.  duhhh =.='  we were lucky coz our spot wasn't taken.  so, after putting the changes down,  they went to swim.  however, ayah had another idea. you see, at 4 am, he woke up and marinate a section (not sure the correct term) of a lamb. yup, people, 4 am.  it seemed he wanted to make kambing bakar there. he eve brought the charcoals, th...

ehem, pergi melancong tu, jgn lpe belikn something untuk sy~ kesiannnnn sy~ kne tinggal sorg kt sini. diulangi, siannnnnnn syyyy~~ *pnjg 3 harkat  hahaha~ x delah,  jz kidding. juz be careful, take care, paling pnting, jaga mata dan hati tu. tkut tertinggal kt sana, ada yg kne langkau laut china selatan untuk ambik balik yg trtinggal tu~ ;P

today marks the start of holidays~ though i have already started the holidays on monday~ *evil smirk so,  lovely people, please take care n stay safe during this school hols, enjoy your holidays, but make sure to fill it with memorable and useful projects. examples: learn to:  cook bake sew gardening cultivate good habits volunteering  youth camp basically anything that will give you new and useful experiences. as for me, i decided to improve my cooking and sewing skills.  plus, practice being a teacher to my siblings. muahaha~ *evil smirk juz kidding, i want to be ready. becoz next sem,  we will start our practicum, and my mentor is a meticulous person that i have had a chance working with. so i wanted to make sure i am ready for it.  but that's another story. for now, let's relax and enjoy our holiday =)

Mr. I, Terima kasih sbb sanggup jemput n hntr balik sy. Terima kasih untuk layanan yg baik. Good luck for this week~ Kita jumpe next week =)

when you played like you have no care, jumping here and there, running around chasing people, the result is really disastrous, you will become very hungry~~ really, really hungry.=.=' i felt like rolling on the floor, no sitting, and no walking. even to stand is too tiresome for me. + i missed my sahur, which is really regrettable, because sahur is really recommended by Rasulullah s.a.w. but knowing myself, alarm is never useful if i sleep too late or feels too tired. haha~ Mr. I scolded me and always send me a reminder to lock my alarm, but sorry, my dear. sleep is something too powerful for me to defeat. hahaha~ XD ok, i am kidding. i will try my hardest to wake up for sahur~ don't worry =)

alhamdulillah, our BIG is done~~~ XD it ran smoothly, well except we were late for 15 mins, juz because we didn't know the route. gahahaha~ so, of coz we had to call for back up @ our lecturer, mr. Mahadi~ so, when we arrived, we ate breakfast n started the ice-breaking. u know, i, personally, was at lost. becoz this is my first time of being a facilitator, so, i don't quite know how to proceed with my group. but alhamdulillah, they started to loosen up during the treasure hunt. it was fun seeing them trying very hard in breaking the secret code, preparing for the talent show and many more. they gave all of us their full cooperation =) well, except for one thing. one of my anak buah decided to sneak away during the practice of the talent show. ok, granted i was the one who gave them to go and buy a drink at the canteen.. but that was because we were running around for treasure hunt n i am sure they were exhausted. so, when i realized she had gone for too ...

AT LAST!! NO MORE ASSIGNMENT !!!  woooooo~~ spe x gembira memg gilalah. hahaha~  naek cuti, memg pulun semua~~ BCM reflection SP part III  pergh, memg lega.  jom fokus exam plak. kali ni wat persediaan awal - awal,  n  mesti score tingi-tinggi. aminnnn, in sha Allah =)

dialog btween kami: e: oh, pe yg kita kne buat? a: ntah, blur. miss g kata apa? c: kne kaitkn curriculum specs, cth activity and explaination. a: specs? specs mata? y specs mata? apa kaitan? e: =.=' (buat muka) a: i'm blur!!! m: a dh gila. e, tlg dia. e: ok~ jom, a. kita ..... c. m: jom~ c: NO!!!!!!!

hari ni ada surprise party kt rumah, party yg memg x dirancang tp menjadi.  haha~  memg trkejutlh. bygkn tetibe kek muncul dpn mata, siapa x trkejut.  trus lari nyorok kt dapur.  aduh, memg malu sgt mse tu.  haha~  thanx for da surprise party, the cake,  the presents,  the wishes~ but most of all, to my parents, thank you  for giving birth to me, for taking care of me, for giving me things i want, for educating me, for giving me happiness, n lastly,  for loving me.

at lasttttt~ dpt jgk buat pavlova. muahahaha~~~ buat sorg2 tau~ alhamdulillah, menjadi. famili komen ok. ikut resepi,  mstilh ok btol x?? hahaha~ gmbr x dpt disertakan  hal ini demikian kerana pavlova brkenaan telah dihbeskn oleh adik2 sblm smpt diambil gmbr~  to mr.i, tahniah!!!!! dh x pyh risau lg XD

ok,  exceeded my expectation. i thought it would be those mushy2, nonsense, typical cheesy msian romance movie, butttttt i was wrong. plot cerita still typical,  in a way, a girl (Dian),  cheated by her loved, trusted guy (Azad), n met another annoying but sweet guy (Haris), in the end decided to choose the said annoying but sweet guy. but i don't know, there's something special to this movie. this movie managed to make me go from "ewww" to "awww" to "u, cheating guy. u'll regret it!!!" to "awww,sweeet" again. wellll, the "eww" part is ble tgk how dat girl beria-ria dtg istanbul juz coz she wanted her bf to propose her, the "aww" part would be mse she struggled by herself cri umah sewa, register for her courses smpai kne tpu, no thanks to the so-called bf. next, kalau dh part "u, cheating guy. u'll regret it!!!", rsenya dh leh teka kot. yup, the bf cheated with...

dpt peluang prgi sbh, beli tket prgi balik dgn airasia pd hrga RM98, memg brbaloi~  prgi berlima, sy, miss F, miss J, miss W, miss B pemandu pelancong kami: miss Bel oh ya,  dpt jumpa miss A  n  mr. H yg mnjadi sbutan (dh brpunya ni)  hari 1 - Isnin,  12 / 11, papar -> beaufort hari 2 - 13 / 11, beaufort -> kota kinabalu hari 3 - 14 / 11 KK -> poring memg seronok dpt prgi sbh!! hopefully dpt prgi lg, with loved ones, of coz =) thanx to miss Bel n sesiapa yg dh tlg kami spnjg trip ni =)

sumber~ it's you =)

wohoo,  game futsal dh hbes, jam 2.30 pm td. ohhhh, sgt memenatkn. but memg seronok XD sy yg x prnah men futsal langsung, tp sbb kwn2 convince  'just skdr tndg bola je pun', sy follow msuk team. hei2, spe kate skdr tndang tu memg salah besar. kne bljr skill curi bola, skill nk bwk bola prgi dkt kwsn gol, skill tndg bola keluar pdg coz nk maintain markah, mark org untuk dijaga. n mse nilah, bru perasan yg game bru start 5 minit, nafas dh trsekat - sekat cm dh nk asma je, haihh, brulh nk terasa diri ni dh tua.  n x fit lg. aisehhhh, kne exercise ni, cik. nmpk sgt awk dh berisi. =_________=' btw, terima kasihlh ye syg, dtg nk tgk sy men futsal. tp kn btol, sy lg hebat ble awk x de. hehe,  coz awk wat sy nebes. hahaha~

alhamdulillah, majlis mkn- mkn secara kecilan untuk shbt2 dh selesai, seronok tgk mereka yg dtg tu mkn mskn housemates. ehem, jgn slh fhm ye, sy tolong jgk tau!  tp sy in - charge of mengemas umah. truthfully, buat jamuan mkn memg memenatkn, but seronok. dpt raikan kwn2 baek n rptkn hubungan dgn yg x rpt. tp sedih jgk coz x dpt jmput rmai org. jd, minx maaf kpd mereka yg kami x dpt jmput  n terima kasih kpd yg hadir. insyaAllah, de rezeki kami akn buat lagi dgn lebih bsr.  amin~  p/s: housemates refused to allow for their pictures to be taken. jd x dpt tunjuk. sorry~

hari ni keluar brsama keluarga.  pergi ke Cameron Highland!!! dh lme x cuti rmai2 =D seronok memg seronok.. tp part jalan yg berpusing2 mcm ular tulah yg lemah sket. alhamdulillah, x de yg muntah dlm kereta kali ni. hehehe~ kami bergerak awl pg, jam 6, ahli keluarga bergerak dr umah  n ambk sy di sy di cheras, brulh memulakan prjlnan kami.  niat asal nk mandi kt Lata Iskandar terpksa dibatalkn, coz ayh slh masuk jln.. =(  tp x pelah, memndangkan cuaca mendung  + angin kuat, sy x rse sy akn mndi kalau singgah Lata tu.  haha~ singgah di psr,  sj je nk tgk suasana,  beli strawberry coklat sgt sdp.   x smpt ambik gmbr, dh hbes kne mkn dlu.    untuk cenderamata, belilah teh2 yg beraneka perasa  syur2 segar strawberry segar. uhhh, memg sedap. tp bg sy, bkn tu yg penting. yg penting, sy dpt luangkn mse dgn keluarga. dh lma rsenya kami x brjln jauh smata2 untuk bercuti ...