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Alhamdulillah,  SP dh dihantr.  2 / 6 done~~ KH  = 2 / 4 TRV part I SP part I  Hub Etnik = tinggl forum TLS part I TRV II = microteaching 7/3 dh hntr yg SP, x brmakna dh free ye, ada 4 assignment len, dpt assignment bru pulakk~~ SP part II. xpe, kita fokus TLS plak~  chaiyokkkk~~

dialog btween kami: e: oh, pe yg kita kne buat? a: ntah, blur. miss g kata apa? c: kne kaitkn curriculum specs, cth activity and explaination. a: specs? specs mata? y specs mata? apa kaitan? e: =.=' (buat muka) a: i'm blur!!! m: a dh gila. e, tlg dia. e: ok~ jom, a. kita ..... c. m: jom~ c: NO!!!!!!!

sem 3 dh mula hectic~~ tutorials, assignments, KOT, PBS, BIG~ tutorials every week ada, jd dh lali. assignments pula dh dpt 6 out of 7. KOT is on March 16th, PBS is from 18th - 22th March. BIG is on April. oh mai, penuh schedule i~  bajet busy sgt. haha~ yesterday, dh hntr TRV @ Teaching reading skills and vocabulary for young learners. so, 1 / 6 assignments dh settle. KH  = 2 / 4 TRV part I SP part I  Hub Etnik = tinggl forum TLS part I TRV II = microteaching 7/3 since this coming tuesday is the due date of SP @ Songs and Poetry for young learners pula. maka,  me n my partner sedang brtungkus - lumus menyiapkn kerja yg diberi. hai, partner!!! hahaha~ alhamdulillah, our songs and poetry were accepted. tggl kne wat justification plak. so, let's do our best for SP, ok!! GAMBATTE~~~~ ahhh,  happy 22th birthday to our KK, Syahmi~ seronokkn kne prank beli kek birthday sndiri? hahaha~ semoga Syahmi pn...

happy birthday to me n Leona, may God bless us in everything~ =) 

hari ni ada surprise party kt rumah, party yg memg x dirancang tp menjadi.  haha~  memg trkejutlh. bygkn tetibe kek muncul dpn mata, siapa x trkejut.  trus lari nyorok kt dapur.  aduh, memg malu sgt mse tu.  haha~  thanx for da surprise party, the cake,  the presents,  the wishes~ but most of all, to my parents, thank you  for giving birth to me, for taking care of me, for giving me things i want, for educating me, for giving me happiness, n lastly,  for loving me.

Alhamdulillah,  selesai dh wedding K. Ita n A. Dafi, the first wedding in da family for 2013. insyaAllah,  akn ada 1 / 2 lg wedding untuk tahun ni. tarikh n siapa msih tdk diketahui. so tungguuuuuuu hahaha~

you make me mad, but you make me happy too. you make me sad, but whenever you wink, smile, being cheeky, protective, makes me feel safe, and every other thing that you do, you make me smile too.. i'm hurt but i forgot i hurt you too, i'm mad but i forgot i make you mad too, i'm sorry for breaking my promises, i'm sorry for everything. n lastly, i forgot you are your own self , just like i am my own self too. so, i respect you and your decision. but please remember this: i choose you.. because i really love you. not because i was forced too n i wont let you go.

you know, sometimes being me is awesome. sometimes, it sucks. big time. you see, before this, i was a very happy go lucky girl, i would do whatever i think suits me, smiles a lot i never disturb other people's life, well, except when i'm being naughty n when i'm naughty, i'll tease my friends / family members till they could not take it anymore. n i seldom cry. even when my life sucks, i will try my hardest to smile, make jokes and live my life as happy as i can. but now, it seems like i have changed. i cried a lot. a lot. feels demotivated, feels betrayed, feel all sorts of negative emotion. can't you see, what you did to me? u asked for me to tell you everything, but did you realized you were the reason why i can't tell you anything? you were the reason why i felt so lonely?

alhamdulillah, nani dh makin sembuh!! she discharged ptg td,  around 7 pm. doctor said her blood test result is clean, but her fever haven't broke. so, she still have to rest. thank you, Allah.  next, we have to focus on ayah. he broke his coccyx yesterday, this happened when he fell and landed on his backside while doing an exercise.  physically, he is fine.  but the x-ray was certainly not fine. he have to choose whether to remove it or try to put it back together.  i don't know what his decision will be... insyaAllah, he'll be ok. he's my hero!! =)

oh yeah, bfore i forgot, yesterday the motorcycle's tyre decided to make a problem,  so, i was stranded at the highway, i was so scared n i didn't know wat to do, so i kept calling ayah and my bf for help. suddenly an old guy stopped his motorcycle and offered to help. unfortunately, his tools wasn't suitable for my motorcycle, so he told me to ride slowly and try to find the nearest motorcycle shop. since i didn't know the place, ayah told me to just wait at the plaza tol bangi. when ayah arrived, i rode the motorcycle slowly to petronas, there my bf n his friend arrived.  they helped me find the nearest motorcycle shop.  bcoz it was close to maghrib, n the motorcycle will take a while, we decided to have dinner first. haha~ this is my first experince. i believe if something like this comes up,  i think i will be able to handle it. but let's hope it won't happen again~