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So many things confused me. I am still youbg, therefore i am learning. However, i refused to accept bulls given by people. I said 'yes' but i might grumble. For me, when it's a school activity, you should try to participate. I know, i know, it's annual activity but every year will be something new. Don't use the reason 'I am retiring' nor 'I refuse because i don't like some person'. You are working in a community and it may be your home for years to come. Please forget them. You will only make you sick thinking about them when they don't even think about you. Plus, i always believe having a heart-to-heart talk. Whenever i have a conflict, i do one, write all the conversation n try to forget them. Because i choose to be healthy. And i choose to be positive. Life is too short just to be hateful. So, let's live life free of hate.

Almost 10 months of not opening this blog. Love to surf and find new blogs to be read but  IRL, I haven't even read them for months. It's like the blog years are coming to an end. People prefer Instagram more. My excuse would be busy when the truth is I am too lazy. Example, I have works but I prefer to read books. That's laziness. Cause I can leave the important work and yet can choose the books. that's pure laziness, my friend. Please set your priorities, miss. You claimed you have a lot of works but refuse to finish it. Then you wake up wayyy early in the morning (Read: 3 a.m.) to finish them. You know you don't like it when you ask for your kids' works but they didn't finish it. Do what you preach, okay, girl? To tell the truth, I am not too keen to open the laptop, find the internet line and open the blog. Not that keen on fb too. Most of the time, I opened twitter for news and Instagram to keep up with friends' lives. Other time, I'd be on m

As a teacher, what I am scared of are:  1. pupils didn't understand what I taught them 2. pupils failed my subject 3. Accidents that ended up bloody  Well, folks today No.3 happened.  and it was on my week of duty  =______________________= kid (was inside the classroom) was trying to chase one of his friend,  friend (who was from outside of the classroom) retaliated by trying to close the window, kid slammed his hands on the window sh**  science happened,  kid cut his hands. and needed to be sent to the clinic.  and received 5 stitches.  de**  erm, pity kid and friend.  since I was on duty,  i rushed to the scene, thinking "m gonna nag all of you, you swore you'd behave"  but lo and behold, the sight of the kids holding his bloody hand.  luckily, a medical officer (he was probably sending off his kid) was there,  he took hold of the situation and i rushed to find the emergency kits.  after the officer put the iodine a

Assalamualaikum,  it's already the third week of Ramadan, so everyone (more to mothers) is starting their preparations for the coming Eid, however, i am not so sure bout my family, usually by this time (3rd week), ibu would have finished shopping our clothes. by that,i mean at least 2 pairs for Eid 2/3. she claimed and to quote her, "it's much easier because i can concentrate on decorating the house. plus i usually buy 1 size bigger, in case you changed your size due to overeating during the iftar. (while narrowing her eyes at me and dad) " *insert rolling eyes here* however, this year, its like we are lagging behind? coz i cannot even say we have a complete set of Eid 1 and Eid 2 outfit.  ignoring the compulsary baju kurung and baju melayu, we usually have 2 blouses / tshirts / pants too.  so, it's kinda worrying. hence yesterday, i meticulously planned an outing with Mr.I which included an Eid shopping. i met him with high hopes th

assalamualaikum n hi everyone, these few weeks, i have been drooling over an actor and a singer. (still is) it's like every few minutes, i would be thinking of them.  seriously, this is messing with my head. coz i would be thinking; 1. i wish i am someone popular enough to hang with them. (i know, i know. fat chance of this happening unless i suddenly become a model / actress / singer. hmm) 2. who is the girlfriend? could you stop being too secrecy? me being nosey. coz it's a good thing. coz it meant you are happy. i always believe if you choose to love someone, you should be brave for that person. cumenya kalau da artis tu, memg x lh kot, due to the fans. =_=  3. please fall in love with me i would probably be scolded by mr.i due to this ridiculous wish. tp it happened kan? you were walking, you tripped, he helped you and fall in love with you , first love sight gitu.*sigh 4. how can you live in the limelight? curious about their life je. hahah

Assalamualaikum, hi. Today, I want to write about boredom and experiences ( please read in professor tone ). hahaha~ juz kidding. Please don't be mad.. It had been months and yes, I had only posted once this year.  So, I will have to cheat by publishing old posts and adjusting the date and time ;P hahaha~ Okay, now back to the topic. For the past 8 months, my friends and I had been waiting for our postings. I mean, we were teaching college graduates and looking at past years's records, most of the seniors only had to wait for 3 months before they received their postings (got to know their teaching schools). However, it's 8 months wait.  If I am a pregnant woman, I would be in my final month =_=' So, sufficed to say, 8 months is kinda a long holiday.  Despite our grumbles and wishes to have long holidays during our studies day...  The latest news that I received from my friends (mouth of words do travel fast) , we will have to wait another 2/3