bicara dari hati

trip akhir tahun ni, trip brsama keluarga. ingtkn ayah prnah ckp psl nk buat trip famili ke arah utara, alaaa, trip tnpa specific destination tu??? haaa, inilah trip kami: Perlis -> Pulau Pinang kami brtolak jumaat tgah hari, selepas ayah n adik2 lelaki selesai solat jumaat.. brhenti tdo di Hotel Sri Malaysia, Sg. Petani.. esok paginya, mulakan perjalanan ke Perlis pula, prgi Pdg Besar + lawat Pak Teh Wahid, ya Allah, memg seronok betul borak dgn dieorg. yelah, dpt jumpa sepupu yg jauh. mcm2 kiteorg borakkan smbil2 mkn. pagi Ahad, bertolak ke Pulau Pinang plak. Fizi nk tgk jmbtn Pulau Pinang wktu mlm, jd sementara tu,  kiteorg jln2 pusing Pulau Pinang n pergi mkn pasembor  mndi air terjun, tp sy  n ibu x mndi, adik- adik je mndi. lepak kt Pantai Batu Feringhi  unfortunately, gmbr jmbtn pulau pinang pd wktu mlm x ambik, hehe~  becoz dh ngantuk sgt, jd tgk sekejap  n then trus tdo~ memg seronok walau penat, insyaAlla

alhamdulillah, LULUS!!! weeeeeheeee~  bersyukur sgt2.. coz x sangka akn lulus kalau lihat pd kertas jwpn. xpelah,  ni x cukup lg untuk sy brpuas hati, masih ada ruang untuk diperbaiki.. insyaAllah,  akn diusahakan untuk menaikkn pointer untuk tahun 2 degree ni =) kepada rakan2 yg lulus,  TAHNIAH!!! kepada mereka yg x brnasib baek, usaha lg,  insyaAllah, boleh!!

at lasttttt~ dpt jgk buat pavlova. muahahaha~~~ buat sorg2 tau~ alhamdulillah, menjadi. famili komen ok. ikut resepi,  mstilh ok btol x?? hahaha~ gmbr x dpt disertakan  hal ini demikian kerana pavlova brkenaan telah dihbeskn oleh adik2 sblm smpt diambil gmbr~  to mr.i, tahniah!!!!! dh x pyh risau lg XD

bye hitam,  bye putih.. may you find happiness wherever you are =(

no words adequate enough to tell the stories of my heart~ 

"Oh yes, the past can hurt. But you can either run from it, or learn from it." Rafiki, from The Lion King run or learn?

ok,  exceeded my expectation. i thought it would be those mushy2, nonsense, typical cheesy msian romance movie, butttttt i was wrong. plot cerita still typical,  in a way, a girl (Dian),  cheated by her loved, trusted guy (Azad), n met another annoying but sweet guy (Haris), in the end decided to choose the said annoying but sweet guy. but i don't know, there's something special to this movie. this movie managed to make me go from "ewww" to "awww" to "u, cheating guy. u'll regret it!!!" to "awww,sweeet" again. wellll, the "eww" part is ble tgk how dat girl beria-ria dtg istanbul juz coz she wanted her bf to propose her, the "aww" part would be mse she struggled by herself cri umah sewa, register for her courses smpai kne tpu, no thanks to the so-called bf. next, kalau dh part "u, cheating guy. u'll regret it!!!", rsenya dh leh teka kot. yup, the bf cheated with

setelah sekian lama, demam panas dtg melawat, selsema + batuk pun ikut menjenguk sekali. haaa,  memg baring ats katil jelah, nk bgn pun x larat dh. tpkan time nilah nk ambik peluang bermanja dgn ibu, hehehe~ yelah,  slalu tu fawwaz je yg conquer ibu, ha, bila kakak dia sakit, die dgn baik hatinya 'pnjmkn' ibu dkt kakak. siap ckp lg " kakak sakit ye? fawwaz kasi pinjam ibu dkt kakak jap. nnt dh elok, kakak pulg blek. "  *sila note prkataan "pinjam" dlm hati, " ewah bdk kecik ni, mcm ibu tu milik dia sorg je." tp kira eloklh die nk kasi pinjam, kalau x, ibu tu memg milik dia sorg je. kakak2 + abg2 die nk peluk,  x pyh tunggu peluk,  bru duduk dkt dgn ibu je pun, die yg tgh maen sorg2,  boleh brlari tolak kiteorg ke tepi.  kirenya die je yg boleh pegang ibu =.=' bile marah,  die boleh ckp, "fawwaz kecik lg. jd fawwaz je leh peluk ibu!" alahai, adik yg sorg ni =_='

smiling is my favorite. you make me smile. that makes you my favorite - Elf

wohooo, ehhhh, silapppp. alhamdulillah. my parent dh balik dr mesir. terima kasih a. afiq, cuzinku yg hensem lg macho, kerana dh tlg anis jmput ibu + ayah, y sy x jmput sndiri? fobia ohhhh, lpas TERlanggar kereta org, x nk bwk keta dh, hatta dlm kg sndiri. serius fobia T.T fawwaz + amri straight menangis lepas nmpk ibu + ayah.  kakak2 dia buat muka cool je,  kakak2 dh bsr, harus jd tough.  ceh, pdhl nk nanges tp thn air mata. haha~ souvenirs dr mesir:  sy : 3 gorgeous shawl  fizi: a PINK ice watch (hilarious)  amri: chocolate ice watch  nani: blue ice watch  fawwaz: miniature aeroplane  a gambus tmpt hisap shisha  boxes of chocolate few huge buah delima  and bnyk lg. x larat nk list.  overallnya, these past 2 weeks were really an eye opener experience. serius weyh, bila ats bahu kita ada tanggungjawab nk jg 4 org adik, yg masing2 berumur 15, 11, 8 n 5 tahun n u r the only adult (20) in the house, mse tulah ak