Touching

okay, this is one topic that is quite dear to me.

first of all, i am going to explain.

in my context of 'touching', it doesn't mean physical contacts.

it actually means feeling offended / insulted by someone else's words / actions

now, let's get back to the topic.

right now,

i have a severe case of being 'touching'

whoever, wherever, whatever it is, it has like 50% chances of 'touching' me.

especially if it comes to someone i hold dear.

let's blame it to that time of the month.

i can actually use scientific approach @ hormonal imbalance for my state of being depressed,

buttttttt

that... would be a lie.

a big fat lie.

juz like the other half of me said,

" hormonal imbalance should not be a reason for you to be ***** " (mr. i, 2014)

*pardon my language but yeah, u should be able to catch my drift

seriously, i don't really know the exact way to express things.

it's either bottle it up and end up bursting like a volcano

juz express and risks the wrath from ehem and embarrassment for doing stupid things (again)

can anyone actually help me?

i would really like to leave the state of semi - touching.

dilemma setahun. =.=

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