i told you so!!

hmm, 
this is a bad day.
something i really hoped won't happened had happened.
it wasn't really about me but it did involved me.
leh phm x?
haha, nk belit-belit cerita pulak.
mcm nilah,
sy x prnh sangka sy akn trlibat dgn pergaduhan,
sy tersepit n sy try to act accordingly.
secara jujurnya, 
sy marah dgn B.
coz kenapa dia nk buat P n F mcm tu?
dia x kesian P?
dia x kesian F?
dia bagi harapan tau.
tp xpelh, since itu urusan mereka.
yg pasti, sy x boleh tgk B coz m really mad.
n i can't really smile as usual to F coz i know tango needs 2 person to dance.

in conclusion,
kalau rasa x mampu nk brtahan, tarik diri. 
lama atau x, jgn jd alasan.
 won't want to be with a person that doesn't love or appreciate me anymore. 
yes, it will hurt, 
i might have post-couple effect (asking ex to be bf again) or whatnot, 
but i know i am strong, i have my family,
n i can find new love.


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