requests that changed into burdens~

hi!! 

this is a topic i found interesting,

well, 

to me at least. 

when my heart wants something, 

i or rather my mouth has this habit of asking it from my father or my mother or mr. i.

but when they (as in father / mother /  mr. i) can't afford it, 

i will sulk. 

then it's up to them how to pujuk me. 

usually using ice - cream. hehehe~ 

one day, 

i decided to ask mr. i bout his feelings when i asked for things he couldn't buy for me,

he said ( rephrased) 

"i feels burdened. 

and also hurts seeing i can't give you what you want. not to mention i felt challenged. " 

i was shocked.  (o.O)

really??? i never knew this!!

well, maybe i did but choose to ignore this. just to see how he will react.

so, nowadays i tried to held it in and try to buy anything i want by myself.  

of course, sometimes i do blurts out what i want

but i wouldn't be serious about it. 

because i am an independent girl / woman, 

and if i want it, i will get it myself. 

coz lets be realistic,

not everything you want is what you need. 

sometimes, it is just jealousy or just pure wants. 

and i know i have to learn distinguishing needs and wants. 

so, let just be thankful with what our boy / man can gives to us. 

let us be patient and remember,

when they can, they will fulfill it for us. 

or you can always buy it yourself. ;)

to ayah, ibu n mr. i, tq for trying to fulfill what i want n sorry for demanding or telling you "i want this, i want that". sometimes, it is just my mouth running off. if i really want it, i would just get it myself. sorry...