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hari terakhir dlm tahun 2011, jom kita buat refleksi. kita ambil mne yg baek n buang mne yg buruk. secara amnya, life msih lg seperti biasa.  penuh dgn gelak tawa, tangisan, merajuk n segala bagai lg emosi manusia. tahun ini jg tahun mencabar coz ada final exam yg x mungkin dpt lepas tnpa mereka2 di bwh ni. setiap mereka ni ada tugas masing2 yg memerlukan mereka untuk sgt2 bersabar bile brhadapan dgn sy yg otaknye ntah pape. ibu ayah pncbr utama  *ceceh, pdhl ade gnjrn kalau lulus athie tlg bg semangat bile dtg perasaan mls sy.  nk tau cmne die bg semangat?  dia mesti gne umpan ais krim.  haha~ ezad cikgu lds yg sgt garang dgn ank muridnya ni bile sy start men2 bile ulang kaji.  hehe~  maaf cikgu! iqi ni memg respek, cikgu ss.  die nilah yg plg penyabar.  yelah, anak murid dia ni memg sgt2 lemah n otak pun x serasional mne.  munir he dgn die ni, memg xkn sunyi meja bljr tu.  ade aje die nk cri gduh dgn sy.  tp s

By the time I'd grown up, I naturally supposed that I'd be grown up. Eve Babitz i used to think like the quote above, but now that i'm a teenager. rsenya mcm x betul quotation tu. just because sometimes i can be like a child doesn't mean i can't be mature. but mebi people doesn't sees it. i'd asked many people around on how to become mature. they said, u can't be matured juz because u want it. ur maturity will come when you ready.. hrm, i wonder when mine will come??

nak dijadikan cerita, mse sy tgh mencari novel yg jtuh bwh katil, terjumpalh balik brg2 mse sek men, nostalgia seyh.. jumpe diari dr mse form 1 - 4, pnuh dgn coretan rse x puas hati, gembira, crush dgn org itu inilh. pndek kate, sume nk ditulis. hahaha~ jumpe jgk note2 kecik dr org katil sblh minx kjut awl pg esok, minx tlg hntr baju ke dobi, hadiah2 birthday, sumpah, mse tgh sorted everything out, teringat semua memori2 kita sume, buat bising kt blkg dorm, every weekend,  bgn g breakfast kt dm sama2, tengahari,  lepak n kongsi mknan yg either parent bwk / beli from angsana brgduh psl mamat korea mana plg comel ( aduh, zaman innocent) haha~ to,  pah yg sgt comel, botox, cucuku yg genius, karen, kembar nama @ cicitku yg rjin melayan sy, ziha, si genius yg sgt blur, mimi, yg gilakn hee chul, muni, yg sgt pndai mengajuk org gjon, yg bile kami ( sy, karen, botox, sabrina, julie gaduh bout mamat korea) akn ckp,  " ntah2, ak

Hidup ini pelik, dan bahagia itu subjektif. Sesetengah orang mentafsirkan bahagia letaknya pada cinta. Sesetengah pula bahagia itu adalah kemuncak kerjaya. Sesetengahnya pada membahagiakan keluarga. Hati, sebenarnya apa yang kau mahu? Hati, sebenarnya masihkah engkau dihambat rindu? Sehiris bulan, Hafizah Iszahanid, Jemari Seni, 2011

One question. One chance. One honest answer. Before 2011 ends, you can ask me any ONE question and i'll answer it truthfully, no catch. ONLY one question. (Inbox me if possible if it's a sensitive ques)  Ganeetha Siva Rajah  sj je~  teringin nk tgk soalan ape yg org akn kasi pd sy if adelah =) 

if i decided to leave you with a very good reason that i could not tell you, will you understand and accept it? 

=D enough said 

chill out kt midvalley, tujuan = nk jumpe adik je  tp still, rsa terkilan itu ade  coz x dpt jumpe walid.. sory walid... tunggu along ade keta sndiri, t kita g jln sesuka hati ye!! hahaha~ bila dh berjumpa,  of cozlah akn ade sesi bergosip wajib!! sambil brjln, mulut brcerita je  then decide untuk tgk movie  BREAKING DAWN PART 1!!!! nseb bek dpt tgk lg.. wow, bella memg cantik~ jacob n edward?  x pyhlh, sentiasa HANDSOME  hahahaha~  adik, next year teman along tgk part 2 plak ye!!!

Family isn't about whose blood you have.  It's about who you care about.  Trey Parker and Matt Stone, South Park, Ike's Wee Wee, 1998

nama dia: kasyah hahaha, x delah new sgt pun.. dh setahun lebih sy knal mamat ni tp memandangkn sy jrg balik johor, so dh lme x jumpe die =) ooooohhhh, bile dh jumpe... alahai,kacaknya awakkkkk!! terpesona saya~ pdhl cuzin. hahahahha~~

oh ye,  lupe nk cerita actually,  dh 3 minggu sy buat kelas tuisyen pengalaman yg sgt colourful believe me, you can change your moods in just mere 5 minutes. sekejap senyum then nk marah.. but then,  bile tgk dieorg buat exercises,  rse mcm "ei, rajinnye dan comelnya korang!!!!" pdhal, smbil buat exercises boleh lg tnye soalan @ bg komen  dibwh, sy sertakan cth soalan n jwpn yg diberi  teacher, bnyknye exercise!!!  mestilah, biar awk pndai. alah, nape bnyk sgt slh sy??? teacher terangkn, awk g men buat pe? teacher, mcm mne nk jwb math ni?? ai, nape tnye teacher? glah tnye cikgu math awk teacher, pe fb teacher??? x nk bgtau. =P   teacher, ade bf? tetttttt, soalan x dilyn, dh2, g buat keje yg teacher kasi  okay,dieorg sgt mischievious, sgt hyperaktif n grumble a lot but they did their exercises  n  made me smile a lot =)  p/s: bile teacher naek u blek, teacher akn sgt rindukn kalian

sumber so live your life meaningfully!

okayyyy, sy rindu kalian, nk hangout dgn korg.. bergosip... cepat pulang, okay??? sy tunggu kalian, adik, erin n iqa =)