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thank you for tweeting  PANDAI TAPI BIADAP. you made me realize, that everyone was thinking the same about me, but only you had the guts to say that to me.  even to the extend of calling me to explain it to me.  really, thank you.  I am not denying that i was rude. or even justifying anything. but i would love to clarify that what i did juz now was way polite than my USUAL RUDENESS.  so, yeah.  that's it.  next time, i will juz stay and dont present anymore.  no need for people to be offended by my rudeness. plus,  saya kan susah ditegur.  so, no need to waste your time on me.  goodbye. 

yes,  today is my 22nd birthday. i received lots of best wishes, presents, kisses, hugs n many more thank you for all of you who wished me. i am really grateful.  really, really grateful. i would like to say thank you, to my parents n siblings...  thank you for loving, smiling, crying, laughing and putting up with me...  Allah knows how much i love all of you.  i would like to say  thank you to mr. i, for taking care of me Allah knows how hard you had to put up with me~ thank you.. to my friends,  thank you for being there, being friends with me.  for your kindness, smiles, advises and everything.  may Allah bless everyone of you =)

this is a lesson i learnt, one day,  my sister whatsapp me a link, asking me to check it out.  so, i did.  it turned out an fb page selling t-shirt, the famous RunningMan t-shirt. she asked me to order the t-shirt for her friends and her too so, i did.  in fact, i intended to make the t-shirt as her birthday presents. before the payment, i did called the person in charge, En. Faizal a few times. confirming about whether the promotion is still on, the prices and whatnot, he said, the t-shirt would be arrived on 1st Jan 2014 hearing that, i consulted with my sister and she said yes.  so, on 17th Feb 2013,  i made last confirmation from my sister, bank- in the money, filled up the form and send the sms confirming that i ordered 17 pieces. costing RM510.  however, promise was just a promise. to this exact date (10 Feb), i still didn't receive any t-shirts. i tried calling so many times, but the calls were dropped i tried smsing En. F

okay, this is one topic that is quite dear to me.  first of all, i am going to explain.  in my context of 'touching', it doesn't mean physical contacts. it actually means feeling offended / insulted by someone else's words / actions  now, let's get back to the topic.  right now,  i have a severe case of being 'touching' whoever, wherever, whatever it is, it has like 50% chances of 'touching' me.  especially if it comes to someone i hold dear.  let's blame it to that time of the month.  i can actually use scientific approach @ hormonal imbalance for my state of being depressed, buttttttt that... would be a lie.  a big fat lie.  juz like the other half of me said,  " hormonal imbalance should not be a reason for you to be ***** " (mr. i, 2014) *pardon my language but yeah, u should be able to catch my drift seriously, i don't really know the exact way to express things.  it's either bottle