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selamat hari raye semua, minx maaf zahir n batin semua salah n silap.. if ade diantara  kata - kata, gurauan, n tulisan  yg menyinggung hati sesiape... maafkanlah ye.. sy manusia khilaf~ n sy pun maafkn awak juga. hehe =)  papepun, selamat mengumpul duit raye!  p/s: dlm hati tgh bersemangat, dpt lg ke duit rye?

weee~ sy dh smpai rumah atuk.. naek bus kul 10 dgn walid.. smpai kul 2.45 pm~ 4h 45 min.. agak bgus  coz kdg2 lmbt smpai yg bestnye, bus hntr smpai rumah~ *jerk kening hehe~ dptlh jumpe anak2 sedare terchenta, adam, ameer n dania. adam n ameer ni siblings, dania plak lone ranger, adam n dania sme umur with fawwaz (my 4 yr old lil bro) ameer, i think around 3?  x surelah... tpkan mulut x pdn dgn kecik, aduhai,  jenuh menjwb soalan... "cik, tok uda bile smpai?" "acik, acik balik nek ape?" dan sebagainye... tp seronoklah... coz sy jrg dpt balik johor.. bnyk terlepas peluang tgk dieorg membesar (sob-sob) so, dh dpt peluang ni.. jgn lepaskn.. oklah, tu je nk cite... kite tamatkan entry di sini coz adam dh tnye.. " acik, acik tgh buat ape tu? " hahaha~  p/s: tok uda is my ayah. die ske ayah coz ayh plg rajin lyn die.takut dgn ayh jgk coz die slalu nmpk ayh mrh kami adik-beradik (bile kami buat slh n excluding me, ye)

do u know what's best bout today? today's the last day of kuliah, n  esok cuti!!! hooyeahhhh!! tp since sy balik esok, menaiki bas, maka sy mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengenjoykan diri~ hahaha.. x delah, sy hntr kembar x seiras sy ke kl sentral, then g tgk movie, conan the barbarian, yg hanye membuatkn sy ngantuk, tp  sy berjaya menghabeskn cerita tu.. x mcm ade org tu, yg g tdo.. ceh~ ape punye teman.. x pe, sy phm... bile dlm kwsn aircond, kan seronok dpt tdo~ hahaha~  to mr.i, thanx for today~ =D

 three good things that have happened in the past 30 days  i learn to love myself, i found things that makes me laugh n  i learn to be as optimistic as i can  simple but valuable lesson~

Something you could never get tired of doing i would never get tired of:  breathing (paaling penting) reading books, talking ( menceceh actually) kacau orang, pusing kg naek moto, bwk moto laju2 sakat adik, dancing n eating!

In this past month, what have you learned? sy belajar mengenal diri, (ceceh, gaye mcm x prnh knal diri je) dan org yg knal tp x pham tntg diri sy, dpt pham sy. manakala, untuk org yg bru nk knal,dh x trkjut dh. coz die dh pham dh sket sebnyk perangai sy. hehehe =)

What kind of person attracts you?  agak susah nk jwb but i'll try, slalunya sume kind of person attracts sy  becoz laen2 org laen ragm, betul x? but yg sy perasan  selalunya the funny ones and sbr attracts me the most why? the funny ones = i like to laugh the sbr ones = i'm a bit gila2. haha~ but i still think sume pun attract me =D

A photo of somewhere you want to go   Madinah Makkah      bilakah? actually bnyk tmpt nk g  or in other words, sy nk melancong ke seluruh dunia.. tp lebih ske kalau dpt pergi sekeluarga ke 2 tmpt trsebut..

Who are you? sy seorg gadis tomboy, yg sgt syg pd keluarga n kwn, sgt senang 'sentap', tp senang cool down jg, sgt suka buat bising, tp boleh senyap spt tikus jg, sgt suka kacau org, tp lebih sering dikacau, gilakan ais - krim bila tension, dapat novel, x kn letak bwh smpai dh hbes mempunyai mulut yg agak berbahaya bila dlm keadaan marah~

A photo of something that means a lot to you   it's a picture of 8 people who meant a lot to me. 7 is family, 1 is someone who entered the family with me =) *winkwink

haha~  since kita memang dh jarang bercakap, then i'll just post it here. sayarindudekatawak~ 

15 facts about you.  love to laugh Laughter gives us distance. It allows us to step back from an event, deal with it and then move on. Bob Newhart (1929 - ) clumsy yup, boleh kira berapa kali dlm seminggu nyaris dilanggar, terjatuh n terlanggar love music  love water air itu menenangkan~ but i dun like drowning kuat risau even for da smallest things suka jalan - jalan pusing kg waktu ptg. memang seronok! suka kacau orang tp lebih slalu dikacau org. haha~ kuat mengomel sorang - sorang  dh selalu sgt.. smpai org ingt sy gila (i'm not!!) suke perhati orang  seronok tau tgk gelagat org. try it, u'll see. rapat dgn ayah  yeah, ayah sporting~ suke cari gaduh dgn adik coz it's our way of bonding~ rebellious if i think the cause is worth my rebellious side.

A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.  hurm, a letter? boleh x recently as in 4 yrs ago?  coz that's the latest major hurt.. haha~ tau dh trlalu lme pendam, so better ambik chance untuk luahkn, right? okay! here it is, dear awak, awk tahu x awk dh hurt sy? sy x taulah ape silap sy smpai awk minx clash.  awk phm x sy syg awk?  mebi not coz senangnye awk cr penggantikn?  x smpai sebulan pun.  kalau ikut hati sy, rase mcm nkkkk je ( fill in ape2 je jenis violence) kt awk,  tp rse mcm x berbaloi pulak.  haha~  tp thanx for da memory.  n thanx for da hurts too  coz sy dh jd kuat brbanding 4 tahun dulu.  =)  p/s: my  syg is much more better than u. =D from,  sy

A photo of something that makes you happy  foodS book S okay,  those things can make me happy.   p/s: please take notice of the S. thanx

today sy teringin sgt nk mkn ice - cream. maka, slps berbuka, sy n kwn g mymart untuk beli ice - cream.   sgt sedap!!  smbil2 mkn tu, tgk movie skali. chad michael murray is hot~ huhuhu~ memang habes sume sy n athie hbeskn berdua.. no more ice -cream (for now) haha~

The meaning behind your blog name  meaning behind blog name? bicara bdk kecik hurm, mungkin becoz i feel that masih ade seorg bdk kecik dlm diri ni walau dh bsr pnjg kot. haha~ There's no point in being grown up if you can't be childish sometimes. Doctor Who

Your reflection in the mirror  uh? x phm soalan ni. but i guess it means what i see in the mirror?!? i think bile tgk mirror, wat i see is  a girl yg ske senyum bile tgk org len senyum, a girl yg x hirau sekeliling bile bace buku novel, a girl yg sgt nakal, ske usik org, n  a girl yg sgt tomboy, but at the same time, a girl yg x ske dimarah org (coz die cpt sentap. haha~) a girl yg pdnya, definisi kwn n syg itu sgt luas n  once die accept u as kwn / family, then it's forever uh, tu je kot.. daa~

Cuando Me Enamoro Cuando me enamoro A veces desespero cuando me enamoro Cuando menos me lo espero me enamoro Se detiene el tiempo Me viene el alma al cuerpo Sonrio, cuando me enamoro sumber

5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex  ntahlah,  bnyk sgt rsenye smpai x dpt tulis.  hahaha~  nolah, juz kidding.. x nk tulis kt sini coz sy rse sy pun selalu irritate org.. so, kalau kita x nk org irritate dgn kita, kita x leh irritate org. betul x?

How you hope your future will be like my future?  i hope i can become:  a good muslim  anak yg membanggakn famili guru yg rapat dgn murid2 kwn yg baek pendek kate, sy mahu segala yg terbaek untuk hidup sy so,  in order untuk achieve that i need to work hard.  insyaAllah!!

hangout with athie @ viva pilih viva coz x prnh smpai lg.. at first, saja2 je nk xplore  bile dh smpai,  tringt viva ade MBo, so decide nk tgk movie.. after a lengthy discussion ( ade 2 movie yg agk menarik prhatian kami) kami decide on movie brtajuk spt di atas.. as usual,  bile genre thriller, wajiblh ade part mengejutkn, n  bile ade part mengejutkn, pasti suare sy pun keluar sme.  naseb baeklh kami duduk jauh2 y? coz, cinema tu memg kosong boleh kira dgn jari brape rmai penonton dtg tgk movie tu, so, kami decide to split up... haha~ bljr tgk cite mengejutkn sndiri2   (yelh, smpai bile nk nyorok blkg org jekn?) conclusion? 6 / 10 next time g viva jelah kalau nk tgk movie... sgt dkt~  =D

Your view on homosexuality  i dun know mcm mne nk view this. i mean people boleh slh phm with words. n i'm hoping that x de sape yg slh phm with mine. secara honestly, sy x de mslh dgn homosexual people. i can still accept them as my friends. they r still human, right? however, i will set my limits... 

Something you don’t leave the house without.  that would be just 3 things:  my phones my wallet  yup2, x retilh nk bwk handbag segala bagai. bkn x prnah bwk  tp dh trauma since last time bwk handbag, dompetku dicopet org. so, lebih suke letak sume dlm poket..

A TV show you’re currently addicted to  none becoz dh lme x tgk tv haha~ betul!! x cye sudah~

Your views on drugs and alcohol sy x mempunyai opinion yg baek about both,  but then, spe ske dgn 2 bnde ni.. drugs: bile ianya untuk kebaikan, then yes. if not: x pyhlh, menyusahkn hidup je.. same goes to alcohol. bnde ni juz akn musnhkn ur life n others too. so, jgn dkt2 or even trfikir pun nk dkt dgn 2 bnde ni!!

Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.    hurm, not gonna talk bout this... it's private~ =P

ok, since challenge 10 hari tu dh hbes, sy akn meneruskn pula dgn 30 days challenge What’s in your makeup bag?  uhh....... i dun hv a makeup bag.. seriously!! i dun do makeup but i'm learning.. yelah, umur dh 19  n  ibu dh bising.. bilelah kau nk jd perempuan ni?  ehem, i'm a girl but.... a tomboyish girl n  proud to be a tomboyish girl. haha~ =D

One confession  I love you kerana Allah and insyaAllah will always love you even if i didn't see you again after this~ A photo of my favorite place to eat:   my house 

Two smileys that describe your life right now :  my families  books  (yes, i'm a bookworm~) A photo of the item you last purchased:  midnight snack je

Three turn ons :   foods (dh sy memg suke mkn,nk wat cmne)  novels (yup2)  that someone special =D A song to match your mood:  right now?  it would be "haven't met you yet" by Michael Buble.  since lagu ni quite rancak, it means i'm in a good mood =D

Four turn offs  :  food habis x de novel untuk dibaca  org buat sy marah di kala sy sdg gembira    ntahlah~ rase mcm bnyk.. but tetiba otak blank.. biarlah~ Your dream wedding ntah~ haha~ perjalanan hidup masih lg pnjg n impian sy masih bnyk yg x tercapai lg.. better pk bnde laen~

Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) :  this quite hard becoz sume pun mean a lot to me..  but it would be my family and him~ A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet:   

subject: social studies (ss) with mr m~ =D which mean boleh lepak2.. haha~ sahur x bgn langsung, jenuh ain (roomate) kejut..  haha~  sy x kn bgn melainkn dikejut gne kaki.. memang liat, sejak kecik lg.. sbb tu, ibu akn tnye dulu nk sahur ke x.. n selalunya,  X.  hehehe~  this is the 7th yr puasa without my family beside me, well, dieorg semua kt pontian, celebrating 1 ramadhan with mak tok.. (T.T) nak balik.... x dpt balik bcoz of forum.. untunglh org yg dpt balik.... x pelh, next week sy nk balik! by hook or by crook, i dun care!  go Anis!!!!