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You can withhold words, but you can't silence the heart. And yours is screaming.  Yasmin Mogahed, April 19th, 2013  yes, i would say my heart is screaming right now. the reason (s) is/are unknown. i wish i can use words. but no. i would not use the words. i'd learnt that words can never soothe the hurting heart nor neither it will let the heart become how it use to be

today,  we conducted a workshop at SJK (C) Tai Thung. i won't lie and said it was a breeze. nope, ladies and gentleman. it wasn't a breeze and never will be. there are 60 of year 1 students, so, let see what we faced during the workshop. the challenges:  1. language barrier. their level of proficiency in english is low.  it is one thing to unable to use english or understand them,  it's another thing not to be able to use bm.  since my last resort to make them understand us (me n my group) is by using bm,  it just made it harder when they can't even use bm..  2. level of energy ya ampunnnn, they were very energetic.  they can't sit in one place.  really.  i felt like a shepherdess, at loss on how to control the sheeps =.=' . they would run away whenever there are chances.  they are literally all over the hall.  so, we had to chase them,  ask them to return to the group,  accompany them to the toilet,  prevent

lg 3 minggu nk exam, tp still x stdy lg. msih lg de klas. nk ulgkaji sndiri memg asyik mls je. hoii, cik adik. jangan nk malas - malas, pointer nk kne mntapkn lg. nnt x lpas intrview n posting coz pointer buruk >.< okay, maka kita kne mula buat ulangkaji. start dr malam ni jgk. janji pd diri sendiri.  cpt!! in sya Allah, JANJI akan study!! ok, good. dh jnji pd dirikn,  jd kne tunaikn. sbb tu amanah pd diri sndiri. so, berusahalah~

alhamdulillah, our BIG is done~~~ XD it ran smoothly, well except we were late for 15 mins, juz because we didn't know the route. gahahaha~ so, of coz we had to call for back up @ our lecturer, mr. Mahadi~ so, when we arrived, we ate breakfast n started the ice-breaking. u know, i, personally, was at lost. becoz this is my first time of being a facilitator, so, i don't quite know how to proceed with my group. but alhamdulillah, they started to loosen up during the treasure hunt. it was fun seeing them trying very hard in breaking the secret code, preparing for the talent show and many more. they gave all of us their full cooperation =) well, except for one thing. one of my anak buah decided to sneak away during the practice of the talent show. ok, granted i was the one who gave them to go and buy a drink at the canteen.. but that was because we were running around for treasure hunt n i am sure they were exhausted. so, when i realized she had gone for too

secara jujurnya, ada masa, aku terasa dengan kau. ada masa juga, aku sedih dibuat kau. dan makin menjadi rasa sedih yang semakin mendalam, bila aku tak mampu nak beritahu kau apa yang aku rasa. mungkin sebab aku rasa, tak adil untuk aku terasa atau sedih kerana kau, sebab aku pun pernah buat kau terasa dan sedih. mungkin purata aku buat kau lebih banyak dari kau buat aku sedih atau terasa. tak mengapalah. jiwa aku memang sakit agaknya. heh.

In the name of Allah , the Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful.  For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.  Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.  94: 5,6

AT LAST!! NO MORE ASSIGNMENT !!!  woooooo~~ spe x gembira memg gilalah. hahaha~  naek cuti, memg pulun semua~~ BCM reflection SP part III  pergh, memg lega.  jom fokus exam plak. kali ni wat persediaan awal - awal,  n  mesti score tingi-tinggi. aminnnn, in sha Allah =)