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i had read my friends' posts, about how afraid they are for their A-level results, and will they meet the cut - off point in order for them to continue their study overseas. i had read my friends' posts on how in despair she was when the cut- off point was insufficient, and she had to start all over again.. i know it's a cliche, but i do know the feeling of unable to chase the dream u really want, that is to fly and continue your studies overseas. i just want to make it clear, i am happy for them, truly am, because i know all of them have brilliant minds and i do believe they will always be successful. however, deep in my heart, i felt inferior to my other friends because  my SPM result wasn't that good enough, therefore, i didn't manage to pursue my dream in continuing my studies overseas. i felt like my world had came crashing down, and i had disgraced my family.. it took me quite a while to gather my strength and m

baru seminggu puasa, tp kt kwsn perumahan ni, dh mula bunyi mercun dh~ teringat zmn kecik2 dulu. eheh~ selalu men mercun / bunga api. tp lebih slalu men mercunlah.  especially mercun cina.  selalu maen cbr cuzin2 spe yg boleh pegang mercun cina smpai meletup. ada teknik tau kalau nk buat mcm tu. hahaha~  memg x prnah fikir jari putus ke, apa ke.. time kecik, jenis2 mercun yg agak famous: bunga api pop - pop ,  sumber mercun bola ,  sumber mercun mancis,  sumber mercun cina,  sumber ni baru sket je.. ade bnyk lg. nnti nk dkt rye, prgilah ke kedai2, tnye psl mercun / bunga api mesti ada nk men boleh tp kne jaga2.. tp sbnrnya, yg plg ditunggu - tunggu adalah *drumroll,please MERIAM BULUH / BATANG PAIP / TANAH =D bile cuzin2 laki blek umah arwah nenek, mesti ikut dioerg cr btg buluh, btg paip atau tin2 kosong,  buat meriam sy tukang tengok je, dieorg yg buat. hahahaha~  mse tu, excitednye x leh ceritalah

sumber~ =)

alhamdulillah, berkesempatan bersolat terawih di pontian, berimamkan adik pompuan, coz smpai around 10pm.. terawih pun dh hbes~ sahur plak, dpt rse mskn atuk~ yeahhh, mne de org sahur pg2 nasi + msk asam pds, lg2, atuk punye. perghhhh, memg brtmbh2lh hehe~ lgpun,  rmai yg blek kg sempena 1 ramadhan ni, so, seronoklah dpt jumpa dieorg. so, how's ur 1st ramadhan?

pernah tidak dikau merasa marah yang teramat, tetapi tidak diluah, hanya kerana tidak mahu si dia tahu? pernah tidak dikau merasa terasa yang teramat, tetapi ditolak tepi, hanya kerana tidak mahu si dia terasa? pernah tidak dikau mahu menangis meluah segala, tetapi ditahan, hanya kerana tidak mahu si dia sedih? pernah tidak dikau merasa ingin melukakan diri, tetapi tidak diteruskan, hanya kerana tidak mahu si dia merasa risau? pernah tidak dikau rasa ingin meninggalkan segalanya, dan hanya menutup matamu, tetapi hatimu menegah sekeras - kerasnya, hanya kerana hati itu masih sayangkan si dia?

And sometimes I wonder why we care so much about the way we look and the way we talk and the way we act and the clothes we bought how much that cost? Cause it even really matter? Cause the flight is a uphill battle But y’all tryna climb with the same ol’ ladder In the same boat with the same ol’ battle Why so shallow?  both of us, b.o.b ft taylor swift

tahniah kpd mereka2 yg brjaya mndpt tmpt kt u yg diingini, kpd yg x dpt,  xpe. mesti ada yg lebih baek untuk anda mungkin anda kena pertimbangkan pilihan laen pula kepada eyqa dr blog chocolate holic , tahniah sbb dh brjaya msuk ke UPSI, ehehehe, jd cikgu eh kita brdua. tahniah sgt2.. buat btol2 eh, syg!! aku sokong dr belakang =)  makin susahlah kita nk jumpa pasni.. xpelah,  asal time ko buat majlis,  ko jmput aku. x jmput,  aku merajuk. hehehe~ *maen - maen je

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sumber~ yup, true enough.. while happiness is too hard to find or achieve, n u juz can't continue ur life, maybe you can stop for a while, try to reflect on any of life's simple pleasures .. or find any funny pictures , to give you something to hold on to while continuing with ur life.. this is because  YOU OWE IT TO YOURSELF!  that's wat i do~ 

in da middle of discussion, pretending to redo the slides, when the truth is i'm surfing the web muahahaha~ nah, actually i am redoing my slides, but of coz, i'll be like "while diving, drink water" hik hik *sorry mdm ** k, sumpah. penggunaan "hik hik" sgt menggelikan

  this is one of the things that i really like whenever i'm down with problems, and i guess i am lucky enough  to have many people that give me the most needed hug beside me, my heartfelt gratitude to these people for their hug, mom, dad, sue, fawwaz, athie, n  my cat, miming.. whenever i'm down,  your hug will always cheer me up =)