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I say, who says you can't  Have it all  I say, who says you can't  Get what you want  I've got a big dream, I want a big life  Life's like a cake, I'll take a big slice  -who says you can't have it all, dionne bromfield - 

alhamdulillah, my sister's x-ray result had came out.  she's ok, it's just that she had fragmented leg. luckily, it's not dat serious. so, i'm less worried.. thank you, Allah, thank you to my friends who prayed for her safety, thank you for the soothing words, thank you =)

u know how worry you are, when the people you love involves in accidents, this is what i feel right now, i'm worried, really worried. but may not be as worried as ibu is.. i got a call from her, saying that adiq was hit by a car. she suffered kaki retak n head injury she was actually on her way home from her class with her friends, she managed to avoid being hit by a van, but was hit by the car, and the car ran away. how the drivers drive the car, i don't care but where the heck did you put your eyes??? astaghfirullahalazim,  it's useless to be mad, when it had happened. all i wish is that for her to be safe n no bad head injuries because according to her friends,  she hit her head when she was knocked by the car.. please, let her be safe. insyaAllah...

kata k. Dina, " sakit hati ni,  satu ujian daripada Allah  utk tgk spe yg brsujud pada Dia mse sdih n gembira.  sbb slalu bla kita gembira,  kita lupakn Allah skjp,  n dlm hdup ni,  rmai org dtg dlm hdup kita,  jd org2 yg dtg kpd kita tu,  mungkin adlh ujian untuk kita sebagaimana kita mnjdi ujian untuk org laen.  contohnya,  kita kwn seorg ni,  pstu dia sketkn hati kita,  maknanya dia ujian kpd kita. samelah bla kita hurt org laen,  mknanya kita adlh ujian untuk org itu. xpe,  yg penting Allah x prnah kecewakn kita,  Allah bagi apa yg kita prlu,  bkn apa yg kita nak."

"wslm si comel,  sbb Allah bagi hikmah menangis ni mampu tenangkn kita sikit,  lps tu dpt cri jln keluar,  sbb bila kita menangis,  kita akn ingt Allah semula lps lupakn Dia sbb lalai,  sbb bila kita menangis,  ada org yg boleh share kasih syg dia pd kita  dan buat kita happy semula,  sbb bila kita menangis,  kita mungkin bljr untuk x ulangi sebuah kesilapan,  sbb bila kita menangis,  kita akn rsa nk brtaubat semula  n  menangis tu bagi hrpn utk bkak buku baru keesokan harinya =)"  (k. Dina Dinaso, 2012) 

dengar sini, kau kata aku ego n x matang. kau kata pasti rmai yg bnci aku kerana ego aku. kau kata lagi, aku x lyk brkwn dgn kau kerana ketidakmatangan aku. dan akhir sekali, kau kata sbnrnya, aku ini x lyk untuk kau hormati  tp  kau pilih untuk hormat aku  krana kwn aku itu. ni jwpn aku.  ya, aku mungkin ego n x matang. mungkin jg rmai yg bnci aku psl ego aku. tp sekurangnya, aku x judge/ memalukn org lain yg aku bru jumpa 5 minit.  bg aku, kau sgt RUDE. kemudian, kau tanya aku apa mslh aku???? kau x sdr yg kau dh malukn aku??? mungkin kau fikir aku ego,  jd kau beri aku ceramah di dpn org.  aku tahan mulut dari mnjwb apa shj yg kau kata,  sbb aku x nk malukn kwn aku. kwn yg kononnya kerana dia,  kau TRPAKSA hormati aku. sebenarnya,  aku x prlukn hormat kau kerana kau dh malukn aku. tp aku fikir yg aku x boleh kurang ajar  sbb aku X NAK KAU PANDANG BURUK KWN AKU.  lps kita brpisah, kau cari psl pulak dgn kwn aku tu. hei, kau

buat k. Dina, terima kasih untuk kasih sayang, k. Dina seorg kakak yg sgt baik, terima kasih untuk ilmu yg diberikn, untuk diguna pakai dlm hdup n kongsi dgn org lain, terima kasih untuk kefahaman n nasihat, anis dpt pandangan bernas dr seorang yg lebih matang dr anis.  ana uhibbukifillah abadan abada “Teman yang paling baik adalah apabila kamu melihat wajahnya, kamu teringat akan Allah, mendengar kata-katanya menambahkan ilmu agama, melihat gerak-gerinya teringat mati.”

sumber~ it's you =)

mr.i, thanx for the sweet present, thanx for the time, thanx for the patience, thanx for the love =)

senarai makanan yg mahu dimakan:  ikan keli masak sambal ibu telur masak sambal ibu  mint ice -cream (x ksh jnama pe) green tea frappucino sushi okay, ni sebenarnya dh smpai border mengada - ngada ni, tapi serius,  dua yg prtama memg seriusly nak... huuuuu =(

oooohhh, hbes dh UAK, tp pasni mula exam plak. hohoho, pendek kata  minggu exam DAH MULA. yaaaaaaa!!! minggu org jd zombie pun bermula jgk. hahahahaha~ oh ye, miming @ming ming dh bsr, dh kacak bergaya, tp kekal garang mcm dlu. ehhhh, silap. bkn garang ,  strict. ohh, 'ibu' sgt bangga sma kamu, miming!

sumber~ gonna call all these numbers whenever i'm in trouble =) why don't u try it too??

to a guy with MKHM as his initial, break both legs, i'm hoping you can do it, since i wasn't around that much to help you. do your best, remember,  you have a bet with someone. if you lose, you gonna regret it XD hahaha~ GOOD LUCK~ 

well, when you juz had a crappy morning to begin with, added to crappy unknown no kept on doing miscalled on your phone, plus the fear of being harassed with the same crappy no in war with your belief that it might be your friends, i ended up yelling in one of the empty class, yes, not mature. i couldn't agree more . also ended up hurting 2 people, my loved ones... seriously i hate it when this happened. huhh.... i am sad, angry, tension, frustated. i couldn't believe he would do that, knowing dat i dun really like unknown no calling me. now i have to start again. even if he forgives me, it wont be the same. a gap had already opened between us n we won't be like before.. i want to cry but i can't, so yeah, i'm gonna be moody for the day.. so, bye.. p/s: syg, i'm sorry. i'm hurt by wat u said n i hurt u back with my writings. sorry =(

hari ni ada kejohanan tenis tertutup, since kiteorg maen beregu, jd 27 /2, ade trlebih seorg tnpa partner(that's me)  jd, the one handling the game schedule decided to partner me with mr.Mutallip @our tennis coach i was so, so, so shocked. but yeah, partnered with the coach got me 2nd place XD but no thanks to me. i'm not dat good with tennis i ended up running mr. M ragged. pity him. also,i ended up getting scolded by him. sorry,sir. sy memg slalu pukul bola kuat bgai nk pukul org. heee XD  congratulations to the committee,  though you only had 2 days to organise it, you'd done it really well =)