like usual, bile naek cuti, mulelah nk tnye kwn2 spe dh siap assignment n slalunya jwpn menggembirakn coz ade teman.. haha~ so, mlm td bersengkang mata cbe menyiapkn math still, x berjaya.. x pe, sy buat esok je. tp sy buat benda len tau~ jeng-jeng... sy buat ldv dpt tau last minit kne wat 1 lg narrative esei sy pun buatlah tp x taulah coherent / x x kesahlah~ sy nk buat azam brulah azam baru sy: jgn balik rumah mse cuti.. rasional : assignment xkn siap so, anda setuju?
This song resonates too much.. Idontwannabeyouanymore by Billie Eilish Don't be that way Fall apart twice a day I just wish you could feel what you say Show, never tell But I know you too well Got a mood that you wish you could sell Sometimes, you just can't help but fall apart. Just when you think 'You're okay, You're fine. It will pass.', that's when it all falls apart.Wrong tone of voice, wrong words, wrong movements. Anything. Anything can get wrong, making you feel weak and break apart. You cried buckets, pushing everything out, just so that you can function again. You wish for words you want to say but you bottled it up. Because you know there won't be anything good out of it. In the end, you lose yourself? or do you become stronger? I wonder. Well, for now, I could live. Probably when it become so bad, only then. only then i will choose again.
Almost 10 months of not opening this blog. Love to surf and find new blogs to be read but IRL, I haven't even read them for months. It's like the blog years are coming to an end. People prefer Instagram more. My excuse would be busy when the truth is I am too lazy. Example, I have works but I prefer to read books. That's laziness. Cause I can leave the important work and yet can choose the books. that's pure laziness, my friend. Please set your priorities, miss. You claimed you have a lot of works but refuse to finish it. Then you wake up wayyy early in the morning (Read: 3 a.m.) to finish them. You know you don't like it when you ask for your kids' works but they didn't finish it. Do what you preach, okay, girl? To tell the truth, I am not too keen to open the laptop, find the internet line and open the blog. Not that keen on fb too. Most of the time, I opened twitter for news and Instagram to keep up with friends' lives. Other time, I'd be on m...
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