obsessive stalkerish tendency

assalamualaikum n hi everyone,

these few weeks, i have been drooling over an actor and a singer. (still is)

it's like every few minutes, i would be thinking of them. 

seriously, this is messing with my head.

coz i would be thinking;

1. i wish i am someone popular enough to hang with them.

(i know, i know. fat chance of this happening unless i suddenly become a model / actress / singer. hmm)

2. who is the girlfriend? could you stop being too secrecy?

me being nosey. coz it's a good thing. coz it meant you are happy. i always believe if you choose to love someone, you should be brave for that person. cumenya kalau da artis tu, memg x lh kot, due to the fans. =_= 

3. please fall in love with me

i would probably be scolded by mr.i due to this ridiculous wish. tp it happened kan? you were walking, you tripped, he helped you and fall in love with you , first love sight gitu.*sigh

4. how can you live in the limelight?

curious about their life je. hahaha

5. what is your real feeling?

coz sometimes when i looked at them artists, they are smiling but the feeling that i got is sadness. hahaha, probably cme perasaan je kot.*shrugs

see, that's how it is when i got hooked up on something / someone. 

seriously, i once spent 2 sleepless night searching (read: stalking) the royal family of Selangor. 

even i am shocked by my tenacity. 

mr. i had to put a halt to my "obsessive stalkerish" tendency by telling me;

"sayang (honey), they don't even know or meet you. could you stop being obsessive? you should focus on me."

kyaaaa~ okay, that's a lie. he just told me to stop being obsessive. hahahahah