you know what?

you know what? 

i don't even know what is wrong here.

all i felt is i made a mistake. again.

yes, again.

i am emo,

i am sarcastic. 

i am too fierce.

i am too flighty.

you know what i get from all this? 

i get the feeling of being too troublesome. 

just like what a person said to me,

"sometimes, i am too used of being used, too used of being hurt, too used of being laughed, too used to hold it in, i lost my heart."  (A, 2013) 

but,

i am not letting this takes me down.

i don't care anymore,

do whatever you want.

say whatever you want.

i am me, 

i am trying,

n 

how much tears i shed in the past, am shedding right now or will shed in the future,

i will try to be me and happy.

we are done here.